When it comes right down to it, eating disorders are all about imbalance. On one hand, there’s the imbalance of perception and reality. This is one of those things that becomes obvious when you are watching TV movies or documentaries about anorexia and you see an emaciated young woman who is looking into the mirror [...]
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today I am trying something new. instead of just typing in another blog post. I am hanging out with the pen tablet that I bought months also for some completely different purpose. Still, when I realized that there went so many advantages of using it with the PC, well lets just say that I think [...]
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Some days make sense: you get up in the morning, you know what you’re going to be doing. You might not like it, but it’s just a part of it.
Other days don’t make sense. No matter how much you know on a rational level that one day bleeds into the next and that time moves [...]
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There are a lot of things that I’m afraid of. In the past, these fears have been the things that let me dig in and get stuck. These days, my biggest fear is letting my fear stop me.
On many levels, that means that I’ve hit a new stage in recovery, a place where I’m moving [...]
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The sadness and sneaky off-ness that I’ve been feeling lately only intensified as the day went on. By mid-afternoon, I was talking with someone I work with and the discussion turned to, “hey man, I can talk and turn on the charm, and I love you and all, but I’m talked out. I’m good for [...]
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It seems as though my stress level rises a little but more each and every day, and with it, it seems as though there’s a bit of sadness that builds, grows and morphs into something much, much bigger.
I don’t know much about how all this started. One day, everything felt fantastic, the next day everything [...]
I’ve been falling behind lately, caught up in a little bit of everything and nothing. Some days, it seems as if. . . Sometimes it seems as if the chaos is winning - swirling and tugging, pulling and pushing, spiraling and just waiting for that moment when I let my guard down even a little [...]
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