Lately it feels an awful lot like my life is completely up in the air. Today I need to call the landlord here to try to figure out what the deal is with our lease. I’d love to be able to say that we are leaving by the end of May, but as of this [...]
In the mornings, there’s something different. Maybe it’s that life feels a whole lot cloudier. Maybe it’s the rush of the first cup of coffee - or the second or third really. I’m not sure what it’s all about. Who knows, maybe it just takes a while for the most unsettled parts of my psyche [...]
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I’m not good at waiting. I’m not good with anxiety or broken hearts or dreams that seem so real that the monsters in them claw out everything that feels right about my life and leaves me aching and wanting something altogether different. It’s all about the process of change and the way it affects me. [...]
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If I were only able to describe myself in three terms, the title of this post would cover them all. I’ve been running a fever all day; stress is getting the better of me and I haven’t slept in 3 days; and, quite frankly the “little burnt out” statement is about the most serious understatement [...]
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One of the things that always seems to set me up is the sense of displacement. Right now, while I’m trying to get through any 10 different projects at one point in time and making a “valiant effort” to take the lead on figuring out relocating (which means working on my resume, her resume and [...]
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I’ve been kicking around a little bit today. Half of the time that I’ve been awake I spent looking at a stuff related to the move; the other half I just been thinking. Some of those thoughts were about people from my past, people I’ve known well and things that they’ve said.
There was this one [...]
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I’m the first to admit it: I don’t handle frustration well.
This weekend:
I went to the dentist super early on Saturday thinking that I was developing a cavity; turns out I’d broken my tooth because, well, they are still remarkably weak
I made an effort to sell some books that I didn’t want to have to deal [...]
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