Sometimes it seems like the most threatening thing in the world is simply to push forward - to put one foot in front of the other and to tough it out, believing that somewhere along the line everything will start making sense and will fall into place. It’s already Friday; I don’t know how the [...]
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When the move happens in 2 weeks - as in, 2 weeks from today we’re likely to be approaching out new home with all of our stuff - we’ll be living in a place with a fitness room. We’ll be living across the street from 3 acres of undeveloped area in the city that is [...]
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Why do you come here, when you know Ive got troubles enough?
Why do you call me, when you know I can’t answer the phone?
Make me lie when I dont want to,
And make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool?
You make me stay when I should not?
Are you so strong or is all the weakness [...]
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I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how much time I’ve spent in my own way. I’ve been thinking too about getting out of my way - the fact that this move thing might finally happen and that I’m making a conscious effort to change things, something that I haven’t always done in the past. [...]
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Black.
White.
Sometimes I don’t see the shades of gray even though I know that the majority of life is spent somewhere in them.
I used to focus on getting through, and when it comes to anyone else, I’ve got this, “Yeah, but is it really like that?” With everyone else I can see the options, I can [...]
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