November 11, 2008
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I’ve done a lot of thinking the last couple of days – actually, let me rephrase that. I’ve had a number of thoughts that have almost been living me the last couple of days. Despite having what seems like a … Continue reading
April 9, 2008
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One of the things that always seems to set me up is the sense of displacement. Right now, while I’m trying to get through any 10 different projects at one point in time and making a “valiant effort” to take … Continue reading
March 8, 2008
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Some days make sense: you get up in the morning, you know what you’re going to be doing. You might not like it, but it’s just a part of it. Other days don’t make sense. No matter how much you … Continue reading
March 5, 2008
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It seems as though my stress level rises a little but more each and every day, and with it, it seems as though there’s a bit of sadness that builds, grows and morphs into something much, much bigger. I don’t … Continue reading
March 3, 2008
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I’ve been falling behind lately, caught up in a little bit of everything and nothing. Some days, it seems as if. . . Sometimes it seems as if the chaos is winning – swirling and tugging, pulling and pushing, spiraling … Continue reading
February 25, 2008
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There are definitely those days when everything falls into place; there are also those days where a little bit of this, a whole lot of that other thing over there, and just a pinch of nightmare made real makes it … Continue reading
February 13, 2008
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Thinking far too much about beauty and the way I want to live my life. Beauty though in a far from conventional sense, but in the sense of movement, fluidity, grace, and consciousness. Sad and awkward, not in the way … Continue reading
February 11, 2008
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Yeah, cause life ain’t so simple No it ain’t just blah, blah, blah And I imagine my brain looks like a carousel on fire And when I go into hiding you know just what to do You get it’s not … Continue reading
January 30, 2008
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Sometimes, when the time comes to move forward a bit more in my recovery, when it’s time to recognize that there’s something more that I need to work through, I find myself waiting. And that’s when the chaos really starts … Continue reading
January 24, 2008
by ED Recovery
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This morning I had some trouble dragging myself out of bed – I just haven’t been feeling that great this week and, well, it’s starting to wear on me a bit. I did get up, I spent some time getting … Continue reading