January 13, 2009
by ED Recovery
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One of the first things that anyone tends to learn when they start to take a closer look at eating disorders is that it’s not really about the food: it’s about emotions and control. When everything is upside down and … Continue reading
January 18, 2008
by ED Recovery
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Since my doctor’s appointment, I’ve been obsessing a bit. There’s something that’s thrown me a bit – something about the fact that, well, as my partner put it last night, I have this tendency when I relapse to be so … Continue reading
January 10, 2008
by ED Recovery
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One of the things that always sets me off – sets me into a panic and pushes me back towards embracing my eating disordered behaviors – is uncertainty. When I’m feeling stressed out about money, about not having enough to … Continue reading
January 6, 2008
by ED Recovery
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Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me. During the day, I can keep those eating disorder behaviors that I’ve worked so hard to put behind me at bay – I don’t spend five hours working out (even when I kinda … Continue reading
January 3, 2008
by ED Recovery
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One of the most common occurrences in any recovery effort is the struggle with the belief that nothing is really an addiction – the belief that anorexia, purging, drinking, smoking or drug is something that could just stop if only … Continue reading